A Year has Passed

Saturday, August 8th, 2020. San Antonio, Texas. 


Nothing is certain. 

Had the pandemic not happened, we would have Olympians celebrating right now. We would be propped up by the medals hanging around their necks - a celebration of this quad and all of the work we have done to get clean athletes from the United States onto podiums for our wild sport.

But that didn’t happen. 

Instead, in the outskirts of San Antonio - just past the airport in a small, hidden gym called the Fit Stop, we were doing something that was very risky. 

We were hosting a weightlifting meet. 

It was small - maybe the smallest weightlifting meet Texas has seen in at least a decade that wasn’t in house. It was called the South Texas Invitational.

Adam White and a small group of lifters from Stone Henge pulled up late the night before with enough plywood to form a make-ship competition platform. It wasn’t enough to make the full regulation length, so there were some modifications after some words exchanged and we all went to bed that night with the promise of the first competition any of us had been to since lockdowns occurred 6 months before.

That morning, we started letting athletes funnel in. There were no spectators allowed in the gym - there were large bay doors that opened up to a caution-tape area filled with chairs and a sprinkler system that misted folks from the Texas heat. 

And so it began. Like any other small, local competition, except smaller. And secluded. Athletes each had their own 6 foot square with their own weights and bars. If athletes trained together in the same gym, they were allowed to share a bar, but they were otherwise discouraged from interacting with other athletes. 

It was quiet. There was a speaker system, but the bass and vocals echoing throughout the space didn’t seem to liven up the room as much as Sheila Barden (the MC) would have hoped for. 

After the 4 sessions of lifters, the gym was restored back to its social-distanced-CrossFit self without a trace of the competition lingering anywhere.

This was huge. This was momentous. This was going to encourage folks to get back to training. This was going to prove that weightlifting can be done safely during these strange times.

This was nothing. And I mean nothing compared to what I was about to witness in Florida. 

Saturday and Sunday, August 15th and 16th, 2020. Orlando, Florida.

Florida… is Florida. 

Hear me out - it’s great. The weightlifting community in Florida is vast and tight-knit. It is unlike any other LWC or fitness-like community. 

It’s purely wild.

I walked into day 1 of the competition with my bag weighing heavy on my shoulders and the oppressive humidity making my mask stick to my face. It was my first travel to a competition since the Arnold Sports Fest that was directly followed by Covid shut downs.

If I’m being honest, I was afraid I had lost my touch with documenting these competitions.

This would also be my first local meet in Florida territory and I had no idea what I was in for.

If you’re in the world of weightlifting and you have walked in the back room of any national competition put on by USAW, you will know what I mean when I say that there is a very good chance that at least 1 weightlifter from every session will have a Floridian. 

That may not sound like an impressive statistic, but take into account how many lifters there are per session (generally speaking, anywhere from 8-12). So, typically, at least 1 person from that sample is from Florida. Every session. Of every competition. 

What I’m trying to say is that Florida weightlifting is not only vast - it is strong.

And when I was walking in the back room, taking in the sheer amount of lifters, I was beginning to feel as though I was attending a USAW national meet. 

So many coaches and athletes I had come to know were in this backroom - friends I hadn’t seen in several months when I was used to seeing them every few weeks. Now, suddenly, all together again. 

And it was hopping. 

JDoll was pumping the place full of music while the spectator area was completely packed. 

Completely packed.

Lifters shared bars and plates and chalk bowls. There were teammates loading for them, cheering for them. There were cards and pens and everything that seemed so normal that had lost its normalcy. 

This is 6 months into the pandemic, remember, and this was the most amount of human beings I had seen in any given place in a long time. 

And the weightlifters were excited. There was laughter and cheering and it was electric. It was charged with energy that so many folks had lacked from isolation, but had returned, even in this seemingly small way.

Mattie was in the last session. She was meant to be one of the Olympians that we would watch on the television screens as she took the stage in Tokyo. Instead, that weekend, we saw her take the local platform.

She lifted amongst folks just lifting for fun - and she was preparing for an Olympics that no one knew for sure would happen. 

There was color, again. There was a reason to prepare for competitions because they were happening. 

There was reason to hope for a return to our community on a larger scale.

Nothing was certain then. And now, a year later, it seems like we may find ourselves in uncertainty again, even after we have found our Olympians in Tokyo and being so proud of each of them for lifting us up.

And though there is uncertainty, there is one thing that is for certain:

We’ll keep lifting.


Bob Marley and the Weightlifters

Saturday, July 17th. Honolulu, Hawaii.

There’s a small speaker residing next to a column in this vaulted-ceiling hall. Though it is small, it’s enough to overpower the shouts of encouragement that echoed against the walls last night. 

Today, however, a different tune is singing through them - a guitar and fiddle replace the 808 and synths. Our voices, too, are more at ease; conversation flowing slowly between bars languidly loaded.

“I really like sleeves - like three-quarters,” Harrison says, forming a ring with his index finger and thumb around the middle of his forearm. 

“Oh, yeah,” Kate says, looking at her own tattoo. Dave comes over to grab some water as “Wagon Wheel” starts to play. Jessie, Stewart and I begin to sing along and Kate seems to harden at the sound.

“I really, really don’t like this song,” she says and Dave’s eyes brows shoot up.

“You don’t like ‘Wagon Wheel?’” he says, pulling out his phone, “what would you want to listen to?”

Kate shrugs, “I just don’t really care for this kind of country. Most of it, I can tolerate and some I like. But this?” she says, looking over at Jessie, “I get physically angry”.

“It’s a low cortisol training day,” Dave says, implying that he wants to keep the music on the calmer end of the spectrum. He starts listing off some artists until he says Bob Marley and Harrison lights up.

“Yeah, let’s go Bob Marley,” he says, nodding his head.

“Bob, it is”. Sure enough, “Buffalo Soldier” begins to play and Harrison takes off his glasses.

“This one is probably my favorite from Bob Marley”, he says and I agree. He checks his bar, which is loaded to the very end of the collar before he clicks his heels and grips onto the steel, settling the bar on his traps. He had to work up to a 250 double in the back squat before doing some snatch pulls and powers from a deficit. As he racks the bar, Kate is nodding her head.

“Yeah, this is good.” she nods, standing up to get under her own bar. Her and Jessie had been able to work through their heavy triples in the front squat with some speed and were already on to their snatch push presses.

Wes and Nathan were only beginning to get on the bar. They had spent a lot of time mobilizing and activating and were now getting prepared for some power cleans. Nathan is here as a training partner and he has been training just the same as Wes for every session. 

Few words are said between the duo, but the ones that are tend to be quiet, with a chuckle following close behind the banter. Nathan pulls and receives 150 and Wes takes on 160, making the steel and rubber look like toys. 

As the session winds down, the steel drums and guitar remain. Harrison and Jessie help Kate as she does her pulling complex that requires stripping 20 kilos off mid set. After her second set of this exercise, she thanks her teammates for being so in-tune and taking the weight off in sync. “They were the first ones to help me do it and I always prefer them. They just nail it every time and I’m never left with one side heavier than the other”.

The last lift of the session is Wes taking a front squat single at 235 kilos. Nathan took it first, making it look slightly challenging and Wes made just as quick work of it.

The bar settles and the ground and it quakes under the force of the mass striking the thin layer of rubber. Everyone clears out relatively quickly, save Harrison, Stew and I, as we had important questions to ask; including which character on Mario Kart Harrison would be.

And we were shocked at his answer.


Bus Stop

Wednesday, April 21st. Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic. Pam American Championship.⁣⁣

𝘉𝘶𝘴 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘱⁣⁣

“Go, go, go, go, go,” Pyrrros is chanting as we stagger towards the bus that just pulled up to the front doors of the weightlifting arena.⁣⁣
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The mint-green behemoth opens its doors and we excitedly make our way up the stairs and to leather seats that would soon become up-right beds.⁣⁣
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Mike and Pyrros sit in the front of the bus, across the aisle from each other with the rest of Team USA filling in behind. ⁣⁣
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It was a few minutes of bliss - the promise of getting back to the resort without the need for an Uber or other taxi service - before Mike finally allowed himself to take a breath.⁣⁣
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“Incredible,” the word is nearly lost in the buzz of chatter from everyone reveling in the idea of getting back to the resort for a plate of hot food just before the buffet would close. He looks over to Pyrros who had pulled out an iPad to entertain himself for the 40 minute drive back. “That was incredible”.⁣⁣
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- 𝘌𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘳 -⁣⁣
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Nathan had a monster of a performance.⁣⁣
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We’re talking about PR snatch, PR clean and jerk, PR total. ⁣⁣
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He did his job.⁣⁣
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But it wasn’t going to be enough for a medal; there were a few folks that would edge him out for a bronze.⁣⁣
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Or at least that’s what was assumed.⁣⁣
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But after Damron left the stage; falling into the arms of Dave, allowing the dust from his competition to settle, a lifter would come out on stage and miss all three clean and jerk attempts.⁣⁣
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This opened the door for Nathan, who had already put in every kilo of effort, to take home some hardware.⁣⁣
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It was unexpected.⁣⁣
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Mike gleefully pulled his American flag from the sealed zip-lock bag he stored it in, draping it over the shoulders of Nathan. He carried it to the stage where he would have a medal draped ‘round his neck; accumulating another for Team USA’s growing count.⁣⁣
As customary, Nathan made his way to the back room where he helped Mike fold the stars and stripes - a tradition that has been the experience for everyone who has medaled recently with Mike in their presence. ⁣⁣
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Time was taken - patience was high after such an unexpected and well-deserved victory for Nathan. After the flag was folded, Kelsey would interview Nathan and the rest of the team would be idle for the decisions that would follow - who would stay for drug testing, what the plans for the next day were, when was the next bus coming…⁣⁣
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Kelsey smiled as she ended the interview and congratulated Nathan. Arrangements were made and we all headed outside to see the last bus pull away.⁣⁣
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“Is there another bus coming?” I asked to no one in particular, and no one answered.⁣⁣
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“Just our luck,” I hear Lorene say, as she tore in front of the group. “Every time”.⁣⁣
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There was a moment where we all just stood around, looking at each other. I would like to think we were waiting for someone to come up with a solution, but really, it just seemed like we were all just anxiously coming to the conclusion that we may have to find another way back.⁣⁣
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“Well, I’m going to sit down,” Mike said. He was angling towards the center, walking towards the curb. Stew laughed and I couldn’t help but join him. It all seemed so ridiculous; probably because we were all so exhausted. We all followed suit; the whole lot of Americans who were so exhausted from the high of seeing Nathan being awarded.⁣⁣
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“I thought today was supposed to be the short day?” I asked him and he just shrugged. Being who we are, we just wound up shooting a bunch of photos to pass the time. Lorene was making suggestions about what to do next, but I don’t know if anyone was really believing that it would be necessary to call a taxi or a bus service.⁣⁣
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“Is that a bus?” Lorene said. I looked over my shoulder to see a mint green bus that looked as though it was straight out of a 70’s hippie’s convention - with wild drapes with tassels over each window. Before I could process that we would be making it to the resort at some point that evening, everyone was hauling ass towards the vehicle. ⁣⁣
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- 𝘕𝘰𝘸 -⁣⁣
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The bus has been idling for twenty minutes.⁣⁣
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What we were hoping was going to be a smooth getaway has turned into wondering if the bus was ever going to move.⁣⁣
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My eyelids were beginning to feel heavier than what my ability to keep them open could handle when Nathan, Dave, and the rest of the tested athletes took their tired, victorious steps on board.⁣⁣
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There’s a small collection of clapping and cheering, albeit reserved, from the bus as they make their way to the back where there is more than enough room for everyone to sprawl out. A few moments later, the driver closes the door and the engine roars under the pressure of his foot on the gas pedal.⁣⁣
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We are going to make it home.⁣⁣

Snow Days

Saturday, February 13th. Cedar Park, Texas. St. Valentine’s Showdown.

Adam turns the ignition on his Dodge Ram and it roars to life. For the third time since I have arrived in Austin, the windows have accumulated a thin, bumpy layer of ice.

It has been below freezing for more than 36 hours now. The trees are blanketed from trunk to limbs to branches and to the leaves with ice. It envelops everything.

This is Texas. 

After a few minutes of running the heat and running the wiper blades on full blast, there is enough visibility for us to comfortably inch forward out of his parking stall. 

“Wild, man”, I say under my breath as we drive under low hanging branches; being weighed down by the pounds of excess ice. 

“These trees aren’t built for this,” Adam agrees. “I hope it’s not scratching the paint”. 

-

The drive for us wasn’t so bad; we are both native Wisconsinites. We are no strangers to ice, snow, and their effects on concrete. My first step out of the truck, though, I had to clutch on the door handle to steady myself - the ice had accumulated at the gym more so than it had at Adam’s place and I almost ate pavement because of it. 

Today, we are hosting a meet at Stonehenge - well, I suppose you could say that we are hosting the back room in Stonehenge and hosting the competition in the neighbor’s warehouse. Athletes will walk between the two buildings under an overhang so they aren’t exposed to the elements. 

There are folks from all over Texas here; some from Houston, Waco, Austin, Round Rock - and somehow only a few decided not to brave the ice and temperatures to attend. 

The competition goes mostly without a hitch, save the computer system completely failing and Adam’s and Dave Grifin’s decision to run the meet old school; solely relying on cards and the announcer’s ability to make sure attempts were taken and every lift was accounted for. 

After the last barbell clamored its way onto the platform, the Stonehenge crew made quick work of putting both Bespoke (the competition venue) and Stonehenge back together. At this point, the temperature had dipped below freezing again. And while the ice on the ground had melted throughout the day, it had solidified as tires no longer tread on them. 

We part ways to get some food at a restaurant close by and all make plans to come train on Monday morning - it was going to be a heavy week for almost everyone and the shared excitement for getting to open up the throttle was palpable. 

The weather had different plans.

Monday, February 15th. Cedar Park, Texas. 

Lights had flickered at first and then failed all together last night. 

It was right around 11:30 pm; Adam and I were talking on his couch about God-knows-what and as soon as the lights cut, we just sat in the darkness and laughed. 

We decided, then, that it was a sign to go to bed. He flipped on a switch to better illuminate his way to his room and we laughed at the absurdity of it all. Instead, he turned on his flashlight on his phone and went to the kitchen. In a moment, he had dug a lighter out of a junk drawer and laughed as he set afire the smallest of blazes. 

“Goodnight, brother,” he said, chuckling his way down the hall. 

It’s 8:30 am now, and none of us are laughing as Stacy, Adam and I congregate in the living room that is a cool 46 degrees. We had only been without power for 9 hours. 

“I checked the cameras at the gym,” Adam says, pulling on his shoes as Stacy and I huddle in blankets. “There is still power there. If the roads look okay,” we all glance out of the windows at the 4 inches that had accumulated overnight, “we’re going to go”.

“Can you grab my boots and jacket out of the back of my car while you check?” Stacy says, shifting her weight on the couch so that she could make herself even smaller under the covers.

Adam is only gone for a few moments before the door opens again. 

“Okay, we’re going. We can totally make it,” I leap out of the chair, ready to be warmer. Although my bones were used to this cold, I was eager to allow the sinews holding them together to relax even a little bit. 

“Did you grab my jacket and boots?” Stacy asks, also moving, ready to make her way out of the apartment. 

“No, I’m sorry. I was so excited that I completely forgot. We’ll get them when we leave.” Stacy nods as Adam continues, “grab an extra change of clothes in case these get wet and a few extra pairs of socks”. 

It only took a few moments for us to get pack up and head down the stairs towards Adam’s truck. We brought bags of non perishable food and left frozen and refrigerated food on his deck; allowing the frigid wind to keep it cold.  

He had started the truck when he first checked the conditions, but the ice and snow hadn’t melted away in the few minutes the engine had been running. There weren’t any scrapers or brushes to be of use - those kind of tools are unheard of this far south. 

Stacy walks up to her small Toyota, trying to unlock the doors with her fob. It wouldn’t work. “I can’t get in,” she remarks, calm and resigned. 

“Try just using your key in the lock,” I say, and she nods, unlocking the door. She had lived in Texas for her whole life - a dead battery from the cold had not been something she had experienced before. I had run into the problem all too many times in the past. 

She retrieves what she needs, including her weightlifting shoes. We hop into Adam’s truck and wait a few more minutes before there are enough cracks in the ice to see the road. 

The drive over is unlike anything any Texan had ever seen. 

Four inches of snow. It was enough to fall trees and take out power lines. 

And yet, it was a scene so familiar to my own eyes. 

That is what is most insane and frustrating about the entire ordeal; just a few state lines north and this would be a normal Monday morning. But we aren’t a few state lines north. 

And this is anything but normal. 

We are the only ones on the road. Some tire tracks existed in the unplowed road ways, but no one else was driving. 

There is a small hill that leads to a small incline to the complex where Stonehenge is situated among other businesses. We made it down the first hill perfectly fine, but when Adam leaned hard onto the gas to make it up the small hill, we only slid backwards. Instead, he pulled around the complex to an area about a quarter of a mile from the gym. 

We make it there; although there were a few slips and skids. Adam pulls the truck up to a vacated building and asks Stacy to stay by the truck. Then we load ourselves as mules and haul across the snowy terrain to the gym, trying to stay upright. 

On the way, we could hear the hum of heaters in the buildings in the complex. As we crunched closer and closer to Stonehenge, our hopes grew higher and higher. 

But, it was to no avail. As soon as Adam typed in his code to the door, we were disappointed. 

The power had failed here, too. 

“It must have failed just before we got here,” he says, checking the thermostat. It was still 58 degrees. He nods his head. 

“What’s the plan?” I ask. He chews on this for a moment before answering. 

“We’re going to go back to the house,” he says. “Fuck”.

I nod, and he goes to a pile of snacks that we had left over from the competition. “And we’re taking some of these with us”. 

We trekked back the way we came, and told Stacy what had happened. She only nods. 

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Adam decides to get some gas as he calls his mom to fill her in on the situation; she left for Wisconsin on Sunday and Adam was set to join her tomorrow. That is, if flights can actually take off. I checked a flight tracker as soon as we got back to the truck and every flight had been grounded for the day. 

“You should drip your faucets,” Paula says. Her tenant had gone over to her place that morning to do just that. Dripping your faucets allowed water to continually flow through the pipes, preventing them from freezing - or worse, bursting. 

“Shit, yeah,” Adam’s eyes widen. This is not something any of us had considered before leaving his house this morning. “We’ll head over to the gym now to do that.”

So we turned around after his tank was full. He and Stacy had picked up a hot dog from the gas station and I grabbed a coffee. We consumed these while Adam and I are in shock. 

“Dude,” I say between sips, “this doesn’t make any sense. It’s barely below freezing.”

“Yeah, man, but Texas isn’t built for this. We don’t have the plows, the salt -”

“I have never seen anything like this,” Stacy says. We both look to her. “I have lived in Austin for 30 years and this has never happened”. 

Just then, we see a couple of people rolling down a hill, playing in the snow. “You can tell they have power,” Adam says, and I nod.

“You certainly wouldn’t catch someone without heat doing that right now”.

-

Adam is able to make it up the hill to the gym this time; following in the tracks made by a fellow business owner in the complex. We are able to park right in front of the gym. 

Thankfully, the water was running. We counted our blessings and sat in the heat of the gym for a moment. 

The temperature was holding at 55 degrees. 

“I mean, we might as well train,” Adam says. 

“It will keep us warm,” I agree. 

“We don’t have lights,” Stacy says, but as she opens the door from the lobby to the platforms and a small light from the glass door pools onto the first two platforms. “That’ll do,” she says.

We take our time warming up. Stress and cold had seeped into our tissues, not allowing for joints to move as freely as they otherwise would. I’m more thankful than ever that Greg programmed a back off week for me this week. 

As we stretched and mobilized in the dark, we realized that we needed a lot less light that we previously anticipated. Irises were all but swallowed by pupils as they adjusted the dark-rich floors and walls. We could really train anywhere in the room safely. 

After touching the barbell only a few times, lights flickered and then blazed. 

The gym had power restored. 

Adam quickly ran to the thermostat to adjust it up to 68 degrees - it is the maximal recommended temperature to set to prevent a total failure of the power grid. 

Suddenly, smiles spread on faces. Stacy worked up to a three rep max back squat and Adam worked up to a heavy snatch double. Although we knew everything around us was in total disarray, these small pieces of training were normal-ish. 

Usually, with Southwest, I get a reminder on my phone to check into my flight 24 hours before take off. My flight was scheduled for 2 on Tuesday. It was 2:30 and my phone was silent. 

Opening the app, I see a notice. I can change the time of my flight once, free of charge. Adam has the same option. He booked the same flights as me to be in Wisconsin for personal reasons, but he was certain that we wouldn’t get out of Texas in time to attend to that business.

“It looks like there’s an option for Wednesday,” I say, optimistic. 

“Bro, there’s no way flights will be taking off on Wednesday,” Adam says. 

Nodding, I skip past all of the options for the rest of Wednesday and Thursday, knowing that the first day it would be comfortably about freezing was Friday. 

“Friday at 2?”

“That - I think that will be good,” Stacy says. “You only get one free change. It’s better to play it safe”.

“No, you’re totally right,” I say, clicking Accept these changes.

-

Towards the end of the session, Zack walked into the gym. As a Chicago native, he was equally unimpressed by the status of the weather and Texas’s response to it. 

“Dude, have you been to Cefco?” Zack asks Adam. 

“Cefco - the gas station?”

“Bro, the place rocks. I spent, like, five hours there”.

“What, for heat?” I ask. 

“For heat, for people, for food,” Zack speaks with reverence of the convenience store.

“You should get a loyalty card, bro,” Adam says laughing.

“Dude,” is all Zack says, as if it was the best idea Adam has ever had.

He downed some pre workout and had a quick bodybuilding session that Adam intermittently joined in on.

“You should drip your faucets,” Adam says to Zack as we bundled back up, ready to head out. The plan had changed again - we were going to go to Adam’s mom’s house. It seemed that she would be with power. She lived a short drive away in Round Rock. But first, we had to go back to Adam’s to ensure the water would at least turn on.

Zack nods, “I’ll try that”. 

We depart and head back to Adam’s.

-

Water isn’t running. 

As concerning as it is, Adam and Stacy keep their cool. “It’s probably a frozen line,” Adam says, grabbing a blow drier and connecting it to a power outlet on the deck. In some Texas apartments and homes, the water heater is in an outdoor shed or closet. Adam’s was of those few. 

Stacy turned on the television and put a show on for background noise. The power had only been restored to the apartment a few minutes before we arrived. It was now 42 degrees, but the heat was on. 

After a few minutes of running the blow drier over the pipes, Adam came back inside, eyes wide. “The pipe burst”.

“The - what?” 

“It burst. I’m gonna go find the maintenance guy,” he brushes past me, pulling out his phone and dialing the number. 

It is only when the door closes behind him that I can hear the gushing water. Stacy and I look out on the deck to see gallons of water flowing from the lines. “Holy shit,” I whisper under my breath.

Stacy’s eyes are saucers as she gets closer to the heater, assessing. “We should get some towels - soak it up,” she says. 

I point to a small electrical block with wires wrapping around it just a few incest form where the water was gushing. “No, we should back up”. 

The maintenance man came and looked at the unit for a moment, his eyes tired. He stroked his beard with his thumb and forefinger for a moment before he reached about the until to a shut off valve and cut off water to the unit. “Go somewhere else for a few days,” he says. It isn’t a question of if we had anywhere to go, he simply knew that living in the apartment had just become impossible. 

For very complicated reasons, heating the apartment relied on having water flowing through it. It was all interconnected. So when the water was shut off, it had instantaneously become uninhabitable. 

We pack up what little necessities we need and head north. 

-

It is truly impossible, I believe, to appreciate a warm shower until it is the first time your muscles have been allowed to relax in 24 hours. 

Feeling had finally been restored to my toes, something I had all but given up hope on 12 hours prior. I could feel my spinal column become less rigid - could feel quads and shoulders finally allow tension to release. 

I am grateful for this warm stream and the steam that is rolling up the sides of the walls. It is only a few minutes, but it is enough. 

I come out into Paula’s living room with hair still damp. Adam and Stacy are laying on the couch watching old episodes of Modern Family. Zack is stretched out on a recliner. 

None of us trust that this will last. That the thermostat will read 68 in the morning. That we will be able to cook or that water will run. 

We go to bed in gratitude, but also in fear. The weather looks just as dismal for the next 72 hours. And the last 24 have been far from peaceful.

Somehow, we sleep well, knowing that we are some of the most fortunate people in the region. So many will go without power or water tonight, and we are lucky enough to have both. 

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Thursday, February 18th. Round Rock, Texas. 

My flight is still scheduled to leave at 2 pm tomorrow afternoon. I have a gate assigned. I have a boarding pass.

I don’t trust it. 

We took the day off of training yesterday to allow our bodies and our minds a day to rest. Tuesday was full of new challenges, from not being able to find a store to restock on food, the power being out at the gym again, the loss of water and power. 

But our group of four - Stacy, Adam, Zack and I - we have made the most of it. We have somehow had fun during this whole fiasco and have been grateful for all of our fortune in having resources, experience, and each other to lean on. 

Batman Begins plays on the television as Adam and I catch up on work that we have been unable to complete due to lack of consistent, reliable power and internet access. 

Wallace takes turns on each of our laps, seeking pets and food; whichever we are more likely to provide. 

It’s the last night that the temperatures will dip below freezing. It’s the end of this wild week of winter terror in the south. 

Tomorrow morning, I will wake up and brew enough coffee for the lot of us and we will go train before I hop on a flight and head back to Wisconsin, where the temperatures will be far more frigid than anything Texas has ever seen. But it won’t be fatal. Stores will not be flooded and incapable of serving patrons. Power will remain consistent. Food and gas will not be short. 

Life will be normal.

The same conditions that tore Texas apart the past few days are favorable winter conditions in the northern state. 

And the day I leave is the day that the weather in Austin will break past 45 degrees. Warmer than it was in most of the houses that had gone without power form more than 36 hours in Cedar Park and Austin. 

And while the temperatures will be once again inhabitable, the changes in policy, the repairs, and the restocking of grocery store shelves will only be beginning.


Baltimore Open 2020 Revisited

Saturday, January 18th. Cockeysville, MD. @baltimore_open_2020.

She has never competed before. There are many folks in this same position this weekend; their first snatching in front of a crowd. For some folks, this experience answers the question of if they will remain in the sport.

Ashley (@ashleyrichelderfer) is among those ranks. She has stepped out for her opener and her second attempt. Both were called no-lifts.

Shaking her head, she walks to the back room, her coach - husband - in tow.

She takes a seat in the corral, as Chris (@crichelderfer13) declares her final attempt. The two minute clock running after loaders tighten the collars, he steps to her. “You've done this so many times before,” he assures her, his voice sounding like a shout in the silent backroom. Seeing that it has no affect on her nerves, he leans down and gently kisses her forehead.

With a minute expired on the clock, Chris looks to her, nodding his head. “It’s time,” he says as she stands up. 

There is a moment of complete and absolute silence while she is chalking her hands. When she finally moves towards the barbell, the crowd starts to yell and chant; all hoping that she can make a total.

She completes her third snatch.

Later.


Chris’s total isn’t what it once was.

Hell, Chris’s body isn’t what it once was.

His training leading up to now has been rough at best. He couldn’t squat below parallel earlier in the week. He has taken time away and come back. He has worked and aged. And he has coached over the weekend.

And now, he’s trying to ignore all of those factors to step on stage..

He’s been in and out of training. Sean Rigsby (@seanmrigsby) has been his coach since he met Chris at a seminar nearly half a decade ago. Chris took a break in the middle of his career, but his name is followed by Heavy Metal Barbell (@heavymetalbarbellclub) as he is called out for his first clean and jerk.

Sean had been watching the live stream for snatches and will now get to see just what Chris is made out of after all of these circumstances.

He finishes the weekend successfully, being able to pull off some numbers that didn’t quite seem possible in the start of the week. It’s only a short month and change before I see him lifting again at the Arnold’s training hall, where he was set to coach a few more athletes through competition. 

2020 had taken away competitions and gatherings, but it didn’t take away the preparations - the grit and work to get back to competition. I know this because I will be seeing Chris and his crew again in just over a week where I first met them a year ago. 

And while many things have changed since that competition, this - this desire to train and become better against the odds - has remained the same.

#barbellstories


Part 4, Day 2: Division

Sunday, December 6th. Waukesha, Wisconsin. NX Level Sports Performance.

“Is this the platform you are going to use?” I look Jake Mason up and down. I made my way down to the far end of the platforms where we had watched Joey compete the day before. Today, though, Jake would be competing here. He’s wearing a thick, grey crew neck sweatshirt and tights. Nodding, he stands up from his make-shift chair of pulling blocks to center himself on it the wooden planks.

“Yeah, I think Nate said he wanted to use this one, so I’ll just go here, too,” he holds his hands over head, as if he just stood up his first snatch, “to make it easy”.

I nod, setting my tripod down, removing my heavy bag from my shoulders. I pull out my EOS R and screw it into place on the quick-release head. I look up to Rolo, a member of the MKE crew, setting up a table. It was a collapsable thing; made from slats of metal, held together by ropes and placed on top of a precarious set of legs.

“We aren’t messing around today, are we?”

“I don’t fuck around,” Rolo says, chuckling to himself. It’s true; this set up is far more sophisticated than the previous day’s. The laptop set up was the same: A open screen with web cam facing the platform Jake will be lifting on. Where before it was placed on a set of pulling blocks, it now rests on Rolo’s portable table, set just in front of the blocks. Behind it, facing the opposite direction on top of the pulling blocks, is a monitor, keyboard, and mouse.

Rolo is connecting these components to the laptop when the fearless leader of MKE Barbell, Jake Derse, strolls into the gym with a cooler filled with three different kinds of cold brewed coffee. He sets the open cooler in front of me, along with a sleeve of red Solo cups. “Just don’t spill,” he says before strolling over to the blocks to help Rolo get the rig all set.

. . .

Jake has competed, finishing the day out with a PR total; although his numbers were not where he wanted them to be. Everyone else, save him, his girlfriend and me have left to get SubWay; a trip that Nate promises to be necessary.

No one argues this.

“I feel like getting some pulls in,” he says, shrugging the blanket from his shoulders. He walks up to the bar of the 163 kilos and brings it to his hips. He had missed the jerk only a few minutes before, but feels the energy that caffeine so generously gave him still coursing through his system. In time, he makes his way over to the dumbbells.

The crew often jokes of how Jake is the best looking of them all. While I couldn’t confirm this, I have no qualms in saying that the man is jacked. Derse and I chide him for be Adonis.

It doesn’t take long for the rest of the team to return, sandwiches in hand. Nate finds himself stretched out on a bench, jotting down his notes for his attempts. The rest of us gather around the monitor that Derse and Nate were using to count, make declarations, and watch Jake’s session.

It’s the battle of the 76’s; undoubtedly the most anticipated session of the weekend.

After it ends and shouts are heard echoing against the high ceilings, we all seem to find ourselves more reserved; mirroring Nate’s demeanor.

. . .

Nate is an interesting man.

I say that not as an insult or compliment; simply an observation.

He detests social media. He rarely watches television. He trains, he works, he coaches, he drinks coffee.

He’s just him.

And he’s preparing for his first snatch attempt.

There was a technical stop just before he was going to grab the bar. Now, with the wait, he is pacing.

He holds his hands down to his sides, lifting his elbows. Then, he aggressively turns his wrists and punches up, mimicking the snatch.

“Fuck,” he whispers, taking a few paces. “Fuck.”

He walks around a weight machine, finding a place to slam his head into the smooth, cold metal.

“Fuck.”

He walks away from snatches with 150 kilos on his second attempt.

As Nate tries to chill out and the bar is taken down to 70 kilos, I walk over to the assortment of coffee and pour a glass that I accidentally tip over.

I look up to Derse, “I had one job”.

. . .

Clean and jerks were different.

“Bring on the violence” he says, and Logan Gruber nods.

“Disturbed?”

“The violence.”

“I’ll get it on the ipod,” Logan walks towards the speaker, queuing up the song “Down with the Sickness”.

Clean and jerks didn’t go his way, and he wound up with a 175 kilo lift on his second attempt, with “Stupify” blasting through the speakers.

The clean up was swift as we all scramble to vacate the gym. Nic, the owner of NX Level, comes in and helps us reassemble the space.

We stand outside for a few minutes, allowing the cold winds to bite through the layers of cotton and polyester until it becomes too much.

Mason, Derse and I are the last men standing. We are talking real estate and where the winds will likely take us in the coming years. But for now, the winds have plans of returning the two Jakes to Milwaukee. And for me; they were tiding towards OshKosh. Or, I guess, Omro.

. . .

Omro, Wisconsin. Mary’s Garage.

There is one major up-side to wearing an N95 mask: It will not fog up your glasses. This was an unforeseen perk that I was quite happy with as I clasped the metal around my nose.

Mary and her husband, Casey, have been asymptomatic for a few days and while their doctors believed her to no longer be contagious, I was going to do everything I could to be safe. Which, unfortunately, included being quite a bit more removed than I would normally be.

I walked up to the garage, feeling the cold seep so easily through my layers and saturate my skin. The sun had set hours ago, leaving a cloudy, starless sky in its wake.

Mary and Casey were sitting in her partitioned garage; a cable leading from the house, through the garage door and into Mary’s lifting haven. This was necessary to allow the wifi to reach her computer and phone to connect to the Zoom for the competition and to the FaceTime for Wil Fleming, her coach, to prepare her.

I walk in, smiling; remembering that they can’t tell I’m smiling with the mask. I frown, probably making some stupid expression that was a mix of awkward embarrassment and not knowing what do with my face or my limbs. “Hi!”

“Hey!” Mary says, warmly. “Casey, this is Will,” she motions from Casey to me.

“You’re the photographer right?” Casey nods towards me, as I think we all try to pretend that there is not such a distance between us.

“That’s me,” I say, thankful for Mary’s generosity and Casey’s smile. After a moment of introductions - we had never met before, truly, I get to work setting up my tripod outside so it can gaze through the garage window. Casey left a small step ladder for me to use, which I propped one leg of the tripod precariously on.

I make my way back to the garage and Mary begins to touch the barbell. She explains all of the modifications she had to make to her garage to make it competition-ready. She had a tarp draped along the back wall to hide her many banners. She taped out an as-close-to-eight-feet-as-possible square around her small platform. She did this in case she stepped off the platform; the lift would count if the bar and her stayed within this tape square. Luckily, she took the precaution, as it would come into play for her first and only successful snatch of the competition.

Wil and a few of her teammates are yelling into the phone and Mary does as she is told as Casey loads the bar. It is his first experience with loading and with kilos; Mary was loaned a set from Charlie Spry, the president of the Wisconsin LWC.

After Mary’s snatches, we all take a breath. She had not been able to train properly due to having contracted Covid-19 the week before. In reality, the only day she was able to train during the taper was Friday.

Snatches were rough, but she is clutch in the clean and jerk, which would prove to be necessary.

You know what happens next. Casey makes easy work(ish) of loading the bar, with only a couple of hiccups that were immediately corrected before Mary took an attempt. Then, after Sarah Robles took her third and final clean and jerk attempt (missing the jerk), Mary stands.

She makes 158 kilos. This is the third heaviest clean and jerk performed by a woman in the history of USAW.

The only audible applause comes from Wil. “What?!” he screams into the mic, “that was amazing!”

Casey takes her into his arms and they both smile widely. Mary would walk away with a PR total after contracting and enduring Covid-19 the week before.

. . .

It’s nearly midnight when Mary let’s out her two puppies that are all too eager to get some attention. We laugh and tell stories under the moon and light of Christmas decorations.

This - this was the reason we couldn’t be together, all of us, in a central location. Because of risks of contracting the virus. And yet, against so many odds and so many obstacles, so many people were able to pull this competition together.

Not the same as it once was; perhaps it never will return to exactly what we were used to. But a national USAW meet - it felt like one giant step closer to what we all want.

To be together again.